In light of the last post, I have come to realize that this blog is my only place to vent. Yes, I do have friends. In fact, I have a lot of them. But when it comes down to it, I feel like I can’t really talk to any of them about serious matters. The more that I think about it, I realize that I feel like I can only joke around and party with them. Don’t get me wrong, I love them all to death, but none of them know the intricate details of my family matters or the thoughts that run through my head constantly. I don’t have that one best friend that you can confide your deepest darkest secrets to and get advice and positive feedback from in return. I feel like I’m surrounded by people, yet I’m still doing life on my own.